“Don’t Be Flaky”
by Jane Tawel
August 10, 2015
One of my favorite “new to me” trending expressions is one Verity Tawel, my eighteen year old, taught me last night when we were sitting in Mijares and she just happened to have her cell phone on her. (That is your cue to laugh. ) By the time you read this it won’t be trending and I will be back in my fuddyduddy role of embarrassing nerd-mom. This au courant expression is supposed to make you laugh but you have to be a little bit knowledgeable or “in the know” sometimes to get it, which I like too. I like being in the know, although I refuse to ever become knowledgeable about the Kardashians – even Caitlin.
So how it works is like this: Some one says something. I think it started with some one saying something truly false (not an oxymoron), like: “Did you know that if you eat a pound of chocolate with every meal, you will never get fat”. And the response is: “Okay…… that sounds fake to me …….. but, okay.”
But, it gets funny when someone posts or I guess mostly Tumblr’s (and by the way, I really hate that there is no vowel in between the l and r in Tumblr — anyway…._) The first person, “You” says something that is true, but the other person, “Me”, maybe doesn’t quite get it or frankly, is rather ignorant, or is quite often a bit naive and is afraid of being taken for a ride. So. It goes something like this:
You: “Did you know that Demi Moore and Bruce Willis are getting re-married?” Response from Me: “Okay…..that sounds fake to me….. but okay.” Or someone says, You: Did you know Donald Trump is running for president?” Me: Okay… that sounds fake to me… but okay.” See. Somewhat cute. But then it gets giggly funny. Then people say things like: You: “Did you know that Albert Einstein is responsible for the formula e=mc² ?” Me: “Okay…. That sounds fake to me but…. Okay.” Or “ “Did you know that bacon is full of sodium?” “Okay… that sounds fake to me…. But okay.” You: “I just got back from a trip to see my grandma.” Me: “Okay… that sounds fake to me…. But okay.”
(By the way, did you notice my super cool little equation in that last paragraph? There is this totally rad tab on your computer under document elements called Math: Equations. It took me quite a while but you feel pretty zippety doo dah smart when you figure it out. If you like that equation, look at this:
a + b + c ≤ ½x + a² -√54
Or this: Ð∝∇∅†Ψ℘ξ
Okay, that one actually is fake —I just made that one up. Doesn’t it look real though, kinda like hieroglyphics? But it is actually math symbols. Who knew?
Me: Okay…..that sounds fake to me ….. but okay.
Every time I say or hear that line I LOL! This just totally cracks me up for some reason. It is so like something Charles Dickens or John Irving would write into their characters’ dialogues. It is also something I can imagine C.S. Lewis doing in Mere Christianity which I am currently rereading and recommending to every one I know. Lewis illuminates so many Truths brilliantly. But also, I can imagine if rewritten, several quotes going more like this:
Lewis: “Christianity insists that a great many things have gone wrong with the world that God made and that God insists, and insists very loudly, on our putting them right again.” Me: Okay…… that sounds fake to me…. But okay.” Lewis: “Besides being complicated, reality, in my experience, is usually odd. Reality, in fact, is usually something you could not have guessed. That is one of the reasons I believe Christianity. It is a religion you could not have guessed or made up.” Me: “Okay… that sounds fake to me… but okay.” Lewis: “Moral rule is there to prevent a breakdown, or a strain, or a friction, in the running of that machine (human beings).” Me: Okay … that sounds fake to me… but okay.”
This imagined dialogue so perfectly sums up the Judeo Christian world view and what happens when we decide to believe the lie that God should not be allowed to run our lives or the world He created. It sounds kinda’ fake to us that God deserves to be worshiped and in control when we think that we should be worshipped and in control. Our minds turn Truth to Fake Lies, when we put ourselves on the throne of our lives rather than allowing Jesus to be king of our lives and God to be sovereign in the universe. Sin means that, Truth starts to sound Fake to us and Lies start to sound True. Read the tragedy of “Eve, Adam, and the Snake” and you will understand. God tries to tell us something that is Truth, no matter your religion, no matter your history, God sends the idea of Real Truth into our minds, our souls, our spirits, our communities, our world and we collectively and individually say, “okay…… that sounds fake to me….. but okay.” Because sometimes, many times, we do not want to believe the truth. Unless we pray, “Create in me a new heart, oh God.”
I mean seriously, the entire story and message and words of Jesus, really? Can’t you hear Peter saying, Okay… that sounds fake to me…. but okay.
The opposite of wanting to believe truth is a lie also often happens. We hear something fake. And we know somewhere inside our very souls that what we just heard is not true. Our world says things like : “We have to wage war against those people because they are evil.” or “Put yourself first. It feels good and doesn’t hurt anyone”.
And we are silent.
We want to believe and eat, drink, and be merry, and go back to watching our show. We aren’t bold enough or confident enough in God’s truth or we just already worship what “They” are offering so much, that we don’t want to make waves, or look them in the eye and say, “okay…..that sounds fake to me… but okay.”
Or maybe it is a more intimate lie, like a spouse says: I have to do this; or a child says, Mom everyone does it, or a boss says, it isn’t a lie it’s just how business is done, or a pastor says, well they will only spend it on drugs or alcohol any way or… And we do not say, “okay… that sounds fake to me…. But ……. HEY, WAIT A DAMNED MINUTE…..that is NOT OKAY with me!” [As Lewis also says in MC, it is not frivolous to use damned when you mean that it is in fact “damned” because “nonsense that is damned is under God’s curse, and will (apart from God’s grace) lead those who believe it to eternal death” (Lewis 45).}
Oh how we long to say to death, to damnation, and even to Grace, “okay… that sounds fake to me…. but okay.”
We drive by this house sometimes on our way home. I don’t want to ever see who lives there because whenever I find out more information about something I like, it always ruins it for me. But she / he always has some sort of philosophical hand written paper sign in the window you can see just as you pass the corner. I assume the signs are posted by a middle aged “she”, but that might be my prejudice. On the signs are often famous short quotes, like “To do good is to be wise” or cheerleading sort of things like, “Dare to Dream”, “Live in the Moment” – very New -Agey stuff which is not necessarily non-Christian. Lewis also says in “Mere Christianity: “You (Christians) do not have to believe that all the other religions are simply wrong all through…. You are free to think that all these religions, even the queerest ones, contain at least some hint of the truth”.
Truth, real truth, if you want to hear it, never actually sounds fake to you.
But back to the sign-lady – you have to be able to read the signs in about 5 seconds as you accelerate past. Then as you keep driving you let yourself think profoundly about these profound statements. You ask yourself, do I believe as that sign just said, that: “Life is too short to waste on hating.”? Maybe I think hating is a jolly good way to spend an afternoon? Maybe I wish I had more time to spend on hating. Or do I honestly think that: “The Truth is more Important than the Facts”?. Am I sure there is a difference? Or: “Always desire to learn something useful” On this one she cites Sophocles as the author so you start gaining some speed in the 35 mph zone as you frantically start thinking, Useful? but what about jokes? Are they technically “useful” but on the other hand, jokes do come in useful at awkward parties. But are parties even that useful? Is laughing at jokes considered useful? But isn’t laughter called the best medicine and isn’t medicine good for you? But what does she mean by “desire”, is it just the wanting to learn that is important, not the doing of it? So if I desire to learn, but I really need to chill with some “Bachelorette” or “The Biography Channel mini-series on Donald Trump”, well then, wouldn’t Sophocles approve since I desire to learn? But what does it mean to learn?……
The current sign in the window simply reads: “Don’t be flaky.”
I love that.
I would often love to just look someone in the eyes and say: You are being flaky. Just stop. Right now.
Definition of flaky:
- Separating or breaking easily into thin small pieces; 2. Crazy or eccentric.
I would most often love to look in a mirror at my own intensely personally emotive self- consumed babbling self and say, “Jane, old girl, the more you talk, the more you are breaking into thin small pieces like the crazy eccentric flake that you are.” And I would respond with that other great saying of my daughters: “I know you are but what am I?” And then crazy eccentric breaking Jane and Jane the miraculously beloved child of God would laugh at each other because it is all and always going to be Good, if we keep our equations straight.
God + Faith, Hope and Love + = Goodness and Mercy all of My Days.
In other words, any time you are saying something, especially when you are saying something serious, or argumentative, or analytical, or mean, or divisive, or pompous, or hateful — ( or you are letting any words at all come out of your mouth when you are tired and grumpy) —always imagine that there is a Me out there responding to your most serious self-consumed comments with, “Okay…. That sounds fake to me…..but okay.”
And then, look yourself in the eyes, and say, “Don’t be flaky”.
Then keep on driving past.